The implications of selfishness have inspired divergent views within religious, philosophical, psychological, economic and evolutionary contexts.
At times, i do feel i am selfish because of my doings. But how much can we do to satisfy other rather than our own self?Monday, 7 September 2009
Selfish??
In accordance to the wikiepedia, SELFISH denotes the precedence given in thought or deed to the self, i.e., self interest or self concern. It is the act of placing one's own needs or desires above the needs or desires of others. Selfishness is the opposite of altruism (selflessness).
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
Mixed up feelings!!
FEELINGS!! is the nominalization of "to feel". The word was first used in the English language to describe the physical sensation of touch either through experience or perception. (from Wikipedia).
I think i am going through a dilemma within myself because of someone that i like. It's been ages since i ever felt like this... is it because i spend most of my time with him or is it a feeling that i cannot cheat myself or is it a feeling that you have when you are being very close to someone.
Talking things out and sharing things will be a good start... but that is just not me to do that!!... I am a very conservative person and would rather keep my feelings then sharing.... I have made the first move once.. saying i am starting to like you.. the response was good as he likes me but we will both see how far can this go on when the time comes we will decide what to do for the future.. like take it up to the next level.
Last nite... we had a talk... i was high on my Actifed but managed to talked sense to him.. at this one point he said that '' tell out what ever you wan to say to that someone now if not its going to be too late or you would not have a chance anymore!''. Did he mean something in his sentence, was it hitting on me to tell out my feelings towards him.... I was tempted to.. but thinking again.. all the obstacles we would be facing and also the past experience.. I'm pretty sure that the both of us cannot commit ourselves yet.
Questioning myself on the situation back again... ''Am i ready to commit myself into a relationship with him or not?'' , ''Is he ready for it also, has he overcome his past?'' , ''Will things change if i were to tell out my feelings and now his feelings have change'' , ''Can he accept my past and future; whereby i myself is not sure?''.
I'm not in love with him yet but i do get restless if i do not speak or see him for a day... i always think of him, i can actually tolerate his craziness and also him teasing me, and etc....
Can i deny myself from not loving him???
I know the feeling of sweet and bitter love!! So i am pretty sure that i am not in love yet with him but wouldn't mind to take the relationship to the next level.... its been almost 3 mths plus that i have been with him.... and getting to know him better even though knowing him for the past 6 years plus.
I think i will tell him my true feelings when i'm really ready and also that i can manage the relationship so tat we both wouldn't fall back in what happen in the past with the both of us. Shall not make the past a barrier to move forward but the barrier will always be there and trying to make you take a step behind.
I think i am going through a dilemma within myself because of someone that i like. It's been ages since i ever felt like this... is it because i spend most of my time with him or is it a feeling that i cannot cheat myself or is it a feeling that you have when you are being very close to someone.
Talking things out and sharing things will be a good start... but that is just not me to do that!!... I am a very conservative person and would rather keep my feelings then sharing.... I have made the first move once.. saying i am starting to like you.. the response was good as he likes me but we will both see how far can this go on when the time comes we will decide what to do for the future.. like take it up to the next level.
Last nite... we had a talk... i was high on my Actifed but managed to talked sense to him.. at this one point he said that '' tell out what ever you wan to say to that someone now if not its going to be too late or you would not have a chance anymore!''. Did he mean something in his sentence, was it hitting on me to tell out my feelings towards him.... I was tempted to.. but thinking again.. all the obstacles we would be facing and also the past experience.. I'm pretty sure that the both of us cannot commit ourselves yet.
Questioning myself on the situation back again... ''Am i ready to commit myself into a relationship with him or not?'' , ''Is he ready for it also, has he overcome his past?'' , ''Will things change if i were to tell out my feelings and now his feelings have change'' , ''Can he accept my past and future; whereby i myself is not sure?''.
I'm not in love with him yet but i do get restless if i do not speak or see him for a day... i always think of him, i can actually tolerate his craziness and also him teasing me, and etc....
Can i deny myself from not loving him???
I know the feeling of sweet and bitter love!! So i am pretty sure that i am not in love yet with him but wouldn't mind to take the relationship to the next level.... its been almost 3 mths plus that i have been with him.... and getting to know him better even though knowing him for the past 6 years plus.
I think i will tell him my true feelings when i'm really ready and also that i can manage the relationship so tat we both wouldn't fall back in what happen in the past with the both of us. Shall not make the past a barrier to move forward but the barrier will always be there and trying to make you take a step behind.
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