Maintanence list

After what had happen on my past experience with guys, i don't even want to think about getting into anything serious or wat so ever. But yes... i did but didn't put on high hopes and the fear or being rejected and being pinned down cannot be tolerated anymore. I've got to things about the future and myself.

Everyone thinks I'm with A but the true fact is we are just closed friends and we have both talked about it. Nothing to rush about. How do i rectify the comments and thinking that i and A are just friends. People do not make assumptions based on what do you see.

Then comes B & C who are foreigners, gosh.. i cant handle locals..then how to handle foreigners.

D is A's cousin.... whom i have a chemistry with.. we do go out but secretly because we do not want A to think of anything. Blood ties are always strong.

E comes along as my associates but knows A & D. Will i ever find someone who is not related to A at all to make things easier for me. E and i do have a chemistry but he's not here right.. so i do have a long time break to adjust when ever the meet up is.

Lastly is F...whom i meet while clubbing. Also a foreigner, never thought he will be like any other guys around.. just wana be with you for fun and then forget you after that day. He went back to .... and drop me an email. He's trying to get me a job where ever he is...

The morale that i got from here would be.. never judge a book by its cover and you need to move on in life... you need a guy...